Friday, October 19, 2018

Who: A First Five Minute Friday Post

This time last week I was settling in at Breathe, a Christian writer's conference.  I had been to this conference before, but it had been 10 years and what felt like in another person's skin.  Back then, I was still in my 30s, more ambitious, and less humble.  Being at this conference was my way of admitting to myself that who I am still includes writing.

The Theme for the weekend




But I didn't know who I was as a writer.

In the 10 years since that last conference, I've written.  A lot.  But it was lesson plans, curriculum, blog posts for IEW, and not much of my own writing.  The royalties are nice, but I keep thinking that my stories have some place else.

As I sat through my first workshop, I learned who I was NOT.  While I love, absolutely love, teaching middle school and high school literature and writing, I don't see myself writing the kinds of books those ages read today.  It was a good start, to eliminate an option.

The next workshop was on doubt with Carolina Hinojosa-Cisnero.  I laughed at God's timing because after the first workshop, I was doubting whether attending this conference had been the best choice of my limited time and funds this weekend.

Patrice Gopo speaking on Personal Essays

And then on to one on essays with Patrice Gopo.  I chose it because I teach essays all the time.  If I didn't find something for my own writing, at least I could pass something on to my students.  As she spoke, the first sentences (which I can't remember) set my heart singing and goosebumps up my arms.

Maybe, just maybe, I had found who I am as a writer.  At least for now.

This post is a part of the weekly Five-Minute Friday link-up (which I just learned about last week).

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